I seem to be getting on everyone else's nerves nowadays. Maybe I am
doing something wrong i don't know. I feel played. Argh.
I seem to be pissing everyone off and I don't really know what to do to
stop it. Please whoever reads this tell me what i need to change and
post it in the comments.
I kind of started getting pissed at everyone too. I can't tell people about
my troubles because i am EMO. Nah. Ha ha. Just kidding, I am fine. One
big reason: I HATE to see people wasting their life away and some are
even proud of it. This don't only go for my class, but the whole school.
But mind you, there are still a load of people in my class slacking away.
Slacking away? This don't really mean not studying. I meant working for
you future. Studies is always the safer alternative, but sports are alright too.
But are people who are just good at NOTHING. I mean, they can work for
it, but they are laugh their ass off as their lives tick away. When told they
just don't admit to it. They just start getting bad ass all over you and just
have to back off. Not only that, When THEY don't want to study, doesn't
mean the others don't. They just blabble away with each other and laugh
loudly. I guess I am being overreactive at this, but still, I am not in the
wrong am I?
Some people should all be a bit more reflective about their lives and think
about the relationships around them. Don't blindly side with one just
because everyone else knows you guys are pals or kicking it. Admit to their
faults too, and talk it out. I am not the perfect person either, so i am
asking now please tell what i need to change (in the comments). What I
need to change? Not only physically, but anything that will make me a
better person. Now that i posted this, i need to start think if i can trust
that person once they give a suggestion. So all words to waste. Argh.
Also, I think the crushes and so called 'love' going around is just ridiculous.
Infatuation, right, yeah that word. True love comes once in a blue
moon. If it is, yes no problem you guys can share your lives together
forever. But they number of relationships forming are just ridiculous.
People are 'falling', 'crushing', 'loving' and all that crap. I am not
saying that all of it is fake or minor. I mean if it isn't true love, if it is
just to have a girlfriend/boyfriend for the sake of have a
girlfriend/boyfriend, THEN LEAVE IT. How old are we? We need to
concentrate on our work. Haha. Maybe I am just jealous because I never
had a girlfriend before. Anyways, the message is this: we need to
concentrate on our school work now. Don't let all this relationship
crap affect your grades and studies.
People you can do whatever you want/like/wish but this is just a little clip
off my mind. Heed it as an advice or take it as a piece of shit, whatever.
Make you own desicions, I am not a perfect person, so it might not even
be good advice. Think it over for your own good.
I feel like a useless sissy after writing this,
Ke You.